Insights of a Dormer

Being a dormer is not that easy. You may say you've got the freedom if you're a dormer, yeah it's quite right but sooner you will realize how important your family is. The first time I entered the school's dormitory I told myself that I'd rather live in the dorm rather than to my real home, because I can do everything I want. But then after 1 day, I don't know why tears started to fell as if I don't have any reason to blame why I cried. It just came to my mind that it's kinda hard to feel the new environment. The first time my mom visited me I cried a lot and I told her that I wanna transfer because I really can't adjust. She told told me how this school can help me to my future life. As days pass by, the sad feelings is still there.And to tell you honestly, until now I feel the sad feelings. Every time I see my schoolmates together with their mother, how I wish my mom is there beside me too. I think this is my task. My task on how to be independent when it comes to life.