Friends for Life

You know what I hate most is when I'm with that guy! It's because I always want to fall but he's not willing to catch me. Every time we go out together it feels like, I wanna treat him more special than he expect me to do. I wanna show him that though we're just friends, I'm still there for him, that I'm still there to care for him, but it's sad because there are a lot of LIMITATIONS :( lots of bawal and bawal like what the hell! What the hell is wrong if I care too much? I remember the times when he asked me to hug him and I hugged him tight for I know that was the last :( The way he kissed my lips feels like I dont want to end the day. Being with him makes me complete :( He's way to perfect but yeah he'll never be mind again :( I miss his kisses and cares and everything. Oh boy, please lets start again D: i neeed you so badly !