I am still questioning why I'm still dropping for you though you found someone new. I wonder why every time I see you, I can't stop grinning. It feels like you complete my day. I sometimes find it weird when I suddenly smile when I retrieve those crazy stuffs we made when there's still "US" and frankly, those things are the ones that makes me weep. I wonder why it takes so much time to bury you. Maybe because we have spent 18 months being together that's why you're hard to release. Honestly, I miss you! I miss the words we used to address to each other, I miss the Babe, Porky and Piglet, Babs, Hun, Elmo, Babywe used to call to each other. I miss everything. Life isn't really worth living for without you. It's really hard to go on if you used to be with someone who made you feel so complete. Sometimes, I suddenly cry because your name suddenly enters my head. I wonder why every time I arouse and slumber you're the only thing that overruns my mind. I constantly ask myself "WHO IS HE IN MY EXISTENCE?" Like, who are you to interrupt my happiness? But I always receive the same response to my question. You know what? It's because I STILL LOVE YOU. I think it would really take so much time for me before I can say the tag "I'VE MOVED ON, I'M HAPPY NOW" But yeah, not now I guess. Maybe soon, I will learn to set free of the things that are not really meant for me, maybe God has someone to give tor me who’s better than you. But don’t worry. I will always cherish you. I will always put our memories in my heart and you’ll always have the biggest space in my heart.
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